Gasp, gasp, choke. choke

I’m feeling stifled. I have such potential to make good things happen. So why does it feel like just when I use those skills I’m a bad person? I’m a go-getter. It’s just my nature. Yet for the last six months I feel like I can’t utilize that quality in myself. I’m sure its part of being new to the area, but it leaves me feeling exhausted. Exhausted from working so hard to fit in. Maybe I should stop trying so hard….